A Twisted Wonderland

My Wonderland is a deep, dark,  place

With people whom you’d never faced

 

With a deranged look in His eyes ;

Afraid He’d be the one who dies

Will do anything  it takes

just so He won’t be late

The White Rabbit is he ; whose head will fall

If He does not heed the Red Queen’s call

Never stand in the rabbit’s way

if you want to see the light of day

 

The Ace of Hearts, the Head Soldier

Better watch out when He’s sober

When given a task ; it shall be done

And you’d be lucky if you weren’t the one

But when off duty He becomes another

with a face full of joy and laughter

Now this Ace is a different man

You’d be his buddy, if so you can

 

There is one person you wouldn’t like

to meet her, but you just might

Is the Red Queen who rules all

and Her soldiers who does her call

In fear we all live here

Under the Red Queen’s rule, my dear

 

But there’s one place you’d love to be

At the Hatter’s ; there for tea

You’d have fun eating some plates

And what you sit on will be cakes

A Mad Tea Time, that’s what it is

Joined along with a friend of his

The March Hare is what we call him

Although, he may be a bit…  dim

Even if crazy, but yet pleasent

But who the Heck in Wonderland isn’t ?

 

There are twins in this world, how about yours ?

Guarding the big, long, wooden, doors

Are Tweedle Dum and Tweedle Dee

The only twins that you will see

They love their job ;  Oh, yes they do

So watch out if they kill you

They’re fun to play with ; Hearts of a child

But their thinking can be really mild

Ever set foot onto their property

red, bloody, axes are the last thing you’d see

 

Come now, and follow me

My Best Friend, I want you to see

With pointy cat ears, and never-ending grin

The Cheshire Cat, that is Him

The smile so long, and maybe you’d know

That he also disappears and glow

It’s like magic, dear ; I tell you

The lot of things He can do

 

Don’t forget the caterpillar on the stool

like a cucumber, keeping His cool

Or the dormouse in one corner

And the Jabberwocky ; hasn’t been slaughtered

 

And I, The Joker

Never before-known character

Who plays the cards

and games with darts

If I choose to do so, Then I shall do so

And no one ever dares treat me cold

I bring fun and joy also to you

I hold grand festivals, Yes I do

I love to smile, happy or sad

So sometimes people call me mad

But that doesn’t last long, because I tell you

Silence them forever, is what I’d do.

 

So, welcome to Wonderland ; this mad, mad world

A deep, dark, place ; that you would curl

up like a ball, asleep or hiding

So that you’d continue surviving

 

 

Elix.M

(Lucid)

Lullaby

Sleep on, little fry

Though there is no light from above high

Let the shades of night be your protective veil from the sky

Nocturnal breeze your tears will dry

Nightingale will sing you lullaby

 

Sleep on, little fry

Nightingale will sing you lullaby

 

C.C Too

Why Should It Be

Your arrival brought unexpected joy

Though I knew not in advance whose company I shall enjoy

There were great expectations during the wait

Though little realizing what would be at stake

 

Whenever you wouldn’t eat I couldn’t swallow

Whenever you wouldn’t sleep my eyes hollowed

Whenever you cried my sun ceased to shine

Whenever you smiled the whole world seemed mine

 

Why should it be

Perhaps when you grow up you can tell me

C.C Too

New Born

Why do you cry on arrival
Is it because you have already anticipated in life’s long journey
Events will be more dissapointing than fruitful

Life is an uphill battle
Shed blood and not tears
Be prepared to challenge the devil
Til death without fear

C.C Too

Arguements

Arguements.

They happen for a reason. Everyone gets worked up whenever there is an arguement going around.
Everyone will try to defend themselves in an arguement. The most basic way of saying : “Hey, that’s not MY fault!”

Emphasize on the word “MY”. Nobody likes to take the blame. You don’t. He doesn’t. She most definetely does not. And I most certainly do not want to take the blame if I didn’t do it, now would I? And where does that lead everyone to?
An arguement.

It could be long, and painfully annoying, or
it could be downright fast but hits you like a ton of bricks. If you were being scolded by someone who has a higher authority than yourself, like the one who pays your salary at the end of the month, or the one who nags at you about keeping the table clean of morsels from your plate because she brought you in this world and can take you out of it.
That, or she won’t let you watch t.v.

Still, it’s gonna annoy you more cause you can’t say anything. That you can’t say : “It’s not my fault!” or “I shouldn’t be scolded for something like that!”
It fustrates you. Boils your blood. You feel more hatred towards that person than the guy who accidentally stepped on your foot at the subway.

But hey, what’s the point if you said something? Things would just turn out worse and you’d be punished for talking back. Even if that person was a huge pain in the A**.

That’s what you’d normally think right?
That’s what most people think. But what got you into that mess in the first place? Did you ever think of that? And what was the main point of the arguement anyways? Did anyone ever came across that? The main point of the arguement. That’s the most important thing here. More important than defending yourself. Or your pride.

It’s true. Next time you start another damn arguement you gotta stop defending, and start thinking. What’s the main point here? It’s gotta be something damn important if (state name here please) ain’t shutting up.

You see what I mean?
Well, do you? The guy ain’t gonna shut up if he thinks you ain’t getting it. The main point I mean.
Now sometimes an arguement could lead to another arguement. Which happens, when we didn’t think of what we should be saying, to stop the original arguement. What we should be thinking of at this point is, you guessed it. The Main Point of the arguement.

Why is this person scolding ME anyway?
Maybe because you didn’t do something right?

Why isn’t he stopping?
Maybe because he thinks that you didn’t get it?

But I get it already and he’s still not stopping.
Maybe you did get something but it wasn’t what he wanted you to get?

Nah, I don’t think that’s it.
Maybe because he thinks you’re not listening.

Why would he think that?
Maybe it’s because you’re rolling your eyes, slouching your back, acting annoyed and can’t help but repeating “Yes……..yes……..yes” everytime.

You might think doing that might help stop the arguement. That you’re not defending, you’re letting him win, you’re too tired to continue the arguement and you just wanna stop already.

But you’re actually doing it the wrong way.
If you wanted to stop the arguement the first thing you shouldn’t do is stand there and “take it like a man.”
That’s because you’re giving him the impression that you’re not listening. Or that you did not get the point. And that’s because of the eye roll, slouching, and repeating “yeah…..yeah…” is giving that impression.

The only way to get him to stop is to make sure he knows that you get the main point of the arguement. Once you get it he won’t repeat anymore. Truth is. No one likes repeating what they say. Did you ever notice that?

Oh come on, you think he enjoys saying what you did, how bad you did over and over again just to make you feel bad? Well, WAKE UP SLEEPING BEAUTY!!!!!!
It ain’t worth it to him! He’s getting tired of it more than you are. And as hard as for you to believe that, it’s the truth baby.

How would you like it if you had to keep telling your kids not to get into a fight with their brothers and sisters because it’s terribly annoying to try to break up their fights? Or how wod you like it if you always have to tell your roomate to stop using your towel because he should get one of his own?
Or maybe how would you “love” to keep telling your wife that you want her to take care of the kids when she calls on her mom yakking about the man she married doesn’t pay any attention to her?

Or how about when you need help from your husband because the kids are not breaking up their fight because they listen to their dad more and your husband keeps shouting “I’m busy at work! You’re supposed to take care of them!”

These are mostly how arguements can start. And usually anger and hate can cause people to drift apart. They learn to hate each other. To look away when the other is in need od help. Human beings are people. They always remember the bad about people when the good was always forgotten.

You could’ve been a helpful sister to your brother all your life and given more than you offered to help. But when you needed to tell your parents he needed help. He will hate you for the rest of his life. People are all what many would call, “mindless human beings”. Hate swallows up them whole, making them foget about all the other things. And that hate could go a long way.

The next time you’re in a fight, or an arguement with someone. Stop. Take a deep breath and think about what you’re about to do. What to say. Doing things irrationally can really screw up a whole lot of things. So don’t do it.

….What Just Happened?

…. Seriously, what happened?

Not that I just realised I didn’t cook dinner,

 

Or found out I didn’t do my moral assingnment.

 

Or that the bookcase fell down and I’ll have to pick up everything that fell.

 

Or that my brother just went into my room and I can’t shoo him out because of the bookcase.

                     Not that I COULD shoo him out because he’s stronger than me and will kick my ass, figuretively and literally speaking.

 

Or the fact that my neighbour might be right outside my house calling me, shouting at the top of his lungs. BUT:
1. My mom’s too busy to check it out.
2. Our doorbell doesn’t work.

 

Or maybe it’s the fact that everything just happened all of a sudden and that I’m too lost at what I should do.

 

 

 

…..What on earth had just happened?